Archive for ◊ November, 2004 ◊

Author: Matt
• Tuesday, November 30th, 2004

Well today was kind of cool. Had my annual pay review this morning. They’re happy with everything and I got a nice pay rise. Should certainly help with my plans for buying a house. It will also make me feel a little less guilty about buying a new iPod when the 60GB one arrives. Not that hard to justify though considering how much use I’ve got out of my old 10GB one. One of the best purchases I’ve ever made.

Had an early lunch to go pick up some “functional orthoses”, a kind of shoe insert. My doctors and physios thought that these would help me get back to normal after my broken leg and help any other walking problems I might have. They only ask you to wear them for an hour in the first day, two on the second day, three on the third, etc but I ended up wearing mine all day though as they seemed to take pressure off my knee joint that had been bothering me for a while. If they keep doing that and correct other walking problems I might have then I’ll be thrilled. They did feel a tiny bit odd but any feelings like that were more than offset by the benefits.

Also been playing some of Sid Meier’s Pirates tonight. What a great game! I suspect it might get a little repetitve after a while but it’s held my interest pretty well so far. The gameplay is just simple fun. The graphics are nice and it has lots of character. To be honest I didn’t expect much of this game but it really is a lot of fun. I’d kind of like a few more ship upgrades but that’s only a small niggle. The battles remind me a bit of Skies of Arcadia which is probably not surprising to anyone that’s played that game.

Hmmmm, just noticed a mini christmas tree beside my bed, I’m sure that wasn’t there this morning…

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Author: Matt
• Monday, November 29th, 2004

Finally found a nice chat client for my phone (Thanks Matthias!). It’s nice, simple, usable, does everything I want and all with a nice user interface. Agile Messenger it’s called. Apparently it’s in beta for PocketPC but it seems much more robust than anything else I’ve tried.

Had another driving lesson today. Also filled up on petrol with some nice 97 octane stuff. Definitely makes the engine purr a bit more (or at least stutter less). My brother noticed another dent on the car that wasn’t there before. Definitely not my doing (I’ve yet to hit anything yet thankfully) so currently the neighbours and their visitors are the prime suspects as they park their cars quite close to mine. Makes me glad my car isn’t anything flash, I’d be really annoyed if it was something nice that I’d paid lots of money for.

Author: Matt
• Sunday, November 28th, 2004

I don’t really know why but I’ve been seriously gaming of late. Makes a real change as I really haven’t played much all year. This time it’s been the new “Axis and Allies” real time strategy game. It has some really nice ideas like grouping units into regiments and having new units come in to replace dead units in the regiment as long as the regiment has a supply chain. That aspect works really well and can really make for some strategic warfare with retreating units and reinforcements. On the down side, it has annoying unit limits and many of the games I’ve played so far have turned into stalemates with groups of 5-6 regiments running across the map and losing to and equal strength enemy which then run across to the other side of the map to get killed themselves. This process can repeat many times. The only way that seems to break out of this cycle is to hammer enemy supply centers while maintaining enough regiments in reserve to finish the job when the first lot die. It’s not a bad game, if anything I rate it quite highly for a RTS, but these problems are the same as many a RTS game. As to the World War 2 feel of the game, it’s okay. Not really accurate or anything but the generals and field marshals spouting propaganda as you issue commands is kind of cool. Seems very fixed to history though so there’s no playing out what if’s such as Germany not going to war with the Soviet Union, etc. I guess what I’d really like to see a slightly simplified copy of the engine from “Hearts of Iron” but with RTS style skirmishes kind of like the “Total War” series. Add in a good manual (slaps the makers of “Hearts of Iron”) and we could have a winner. Played a little “Railroad Tycoon 3″ in the last day or two as well. Not much to say about it really. It’s a slightly simplified version of “Railroad Tycoon 2″ with better graphics. To me it really plays almost the same. Not a bad thing since I liked RT2 a lot but I would have thought there was something more they’d add or change.

Did quite a bit of web browsing on my phone today. It really does work rather well. Some things like online comics aren’t so easy to view, but most web pages are perfectly readable. First time I actually looked at this site too and it looks great on there. Still can’t really get an instant messenger to work properly but I’m sure I’ll find a way eventually. I’m still finding out the off whizbang feature here or there. Also finally managed to find a copy of Sidplay for PocketPC. I really miss those old Commodore 64 tunes sometimes. I guess I’m especially glad for this at the moment with the drought of decent new CD releases.

Author: Matt
• Friday, November 26th, 2004

Been pretty busy of late but I’ve not be doing much worth metioning. I played quite a lot more Half Life 1 and a little Half Life 2. To be totally honest I’ve found both mind-numbingly boring to this point and don’t intend to touch either for a while. Greatest game ever….yeah right. Not really much sign of a story yet either. Maybe buying them was a stupid idea afterall, I really should have known better and just trusted my intuition. Still not found a way to make them playable offline either, the “run in offline mode” setting just doesn’t work for me. It gives an unable to connect error and bombs out even after selecting that. I plan to re-install the whole machine to see if I can fix this.

A lot of people online and in stores of late have said to me that this method of distribution and playing games is the future of gaming but I’m really beginning to wonder if these people are living in reality. The subscription model hasn’t taken off for music or movies, why should games be any different? People aren’t stupid (generally) and I really don’t think they will put up with this mediocrity. The technology will certainly need to make significant strides before it makes it from the PC gaming niche into the mainstream games market of the consoles…if it even makes it at all.

Saw an iPod Photo for the first time yesterday. It was only the 40GB model so I wasn’t tempted, I’m holding out for the 60GB one. ;-) Definitely a bit of a jump from the previous versions. Slightly thicker but not much difference in weight which surprised me considering the talk online. The user interface is really fast, much faster than my 3G model. Wouldn’t use one for photos myself but the interface for them is very quick and functional. Everything is a bit more MacOS X-like with the colour screen, it’s all aqua-fied progress bars and widgets. Like it much better myself.

Had a good talk with people in the Apple store too. Seems business is good and apparently they’re getting quite a lot of Linux converts. Hamilton seems to have quite a strong Linux user presence so that may be part of the reason but I must admit I was still a little surprised by this as many Linux users seem very against anything not fully open source. Still probably the first non-Microsoft platform for most of them though I guess so how much depth lies in their feelings is a bit of an unknown factor. Us old school Commodore/Atari/Apple users have tended to become a bit more pragmatic over time. ;-)

Author: Matt
• Wednesday, November 24th, 2004

Yes, I caved and bought Half Life 2. It DID take ages to install. Steam IS a royal pain. The graphics don’t seem that spectacular at all. The offline mode doesn’t work (This one annoys me no end). I haven’t played it much yet so I won’t comment any further. I decided instead that playing through Half Life 1 first was a good idea (A remake using the Steam engine came on the HL2 install DVD). So far my opinion of Half Life 1 is not any different to my initial impression from a few years ago….I’m rather bored to be honest and even at the time my opinion of the graphics, etc wasn’t high. I hope HL2 itself is much better once I get around to that. Till then, a big “Meh” is all I’m willing to say. Still plodding away at GTA: San Andreas. The last island is much better than the other two. This game really is very good IMHO.

Been a busy couple of days in one way or another. Think I’m feeling a bit more happy with myself again overall. I’ve been taking Mondays off work for the past four to five weeks as I had too many holidays owing and while I wouldn’t have thought to take these myself before, I think it’s finally giving me a chance to catch up on the rest I’ve been lacking since breaking my leg in March. Also I finally broke the back of the heavy workload I’d had since returning to work so things are a bit more relaxed again.

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Author: Matt
• Sunday, November 21st, 2004

First anime watching I’ve done in a long time today. A friend from work came around and we watched some Miami Guns, Komugi-chan Magicarte and Mahoromatic. Probably the most I’ve laughed in quite a while. All lots of fun. I don’t think I’ll ever go back to collecting it the way I did before, but I do still enjoy it at times. I think I’m most looking forward to Chrono Crusade but I must admit, I haven’t really been keeping in touch with what’s new in Japan and the US.

Getting further in GTA San Andreas, made it to the last island now. I have more to say but I’ll hold off till I finish the game. It’s definitely one worth finishing.

Today has special meaning for me linked to both happy and sad moments in my life and I was mildly wary of it for the last two weeks or so. I wasn’t really sure how I’d feel. I had a very stange and surreal dream this morning which is very unusual for me as I don’t normally remember dreams when I wake up and there is usually only about two a year I actually remember at all. It gave me a very odd feeling all morning. I forced myself into the day a bit though cleaning up the place and the strange feeling left. After that I’d say it was quite a normal Sunday and was largely a good day. Still on my thoughts though…

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Author: Matt
• Saturday, November 20th, 2004

Today was a fun day. First, I played a lot of Chrono Trigger on my phone. Gino had suggested I try it to see how well it ran and it reminded me that I’d never really played it beyond the first area. I really wish I had done it years ago, it’s been a lot of fun to play one of the best traditional console style RPGs made. I do wish the battery life on my phone was a bit better, but I can still easily get a few hours of gameplay and probably more than either the upcoming Nintendo DS and Sony PSP.

Later in the day Matthias and I went to visit Jon and Aleisha and he managed to convince them to drive to Wendys in Auckland for dinner (Something he usually attempts but rarely suceeds at). Since Jon and I still have our learners licences, we were told we were driving. Jon drove the first half of the way or so and then I took over for the rest of the way there. First time I’ve done any motorway driving but it’s pretty much what I expected. Some people seem to get scared of the speeds involved in motorway driving but the way I see it, any extra difficulties that way are offset by the fewer intersections and more flowing roads. I had thought I might not be comfortable at 100KM/h but given that the roads are designed for such speed it felt much easier than I had thought. If anything I had to keep a close eye on the speedo to avoid going over it (much). I’m still a bit rough in places but I belive I know what I need to work on. Things are feeling more natural every time I get behind the wheel. Lots of fun really too.

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Author: Matt
• Friday, November 19th, 2004

There’s lots of talk going on right now about what software governments should be using and while the debate is good, the extremists are out in force on all sides. I don’t know how others feel but I expect the worst from big companies like Microsoft. If there’s a cheap shot to take or some FUD to spread, they’ll do it if they have the slightest thought that they will benefit in some way from it. On the other hand, I am by no means an open source advocate. I appreciate it for what it is and have even contributed myself in small ways but I don’t see it as some magical solution to all that is wrong with the software world. Many in the open source world seem to suggest that all government computing should happen on open source software.

Maybe I’m missing something here but it seems to me that no one is thinking of what is actually best for the job. Sure, you have to weigh up factors like price and functionality but all things being equal, it would be stupid to pay for a piece of commercial software just because someone couldn’t be bothered looking at Google to find a free or open source equivalent and it would also be stupid to use an open source program that hurt productivity, wasn’t up to the task and had rough edges all over the place. Some may say, “But shouldn’t all the file formats be open standards?” and here I would have to agree wholeheartedly but this can be achieved in either closed or open source software. Sometimes I really have a hard time talking with people who are on either side since I’m always percieved as an advocate for the “competition” so to speak since I freely disagree with points on both sides. They hassle me like I’m some crazed zealot but my one and only concern is what does the task at hand best and no single solution will be acceptable in all cases. I wish at least a few people with industry clout felt the same way.

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Author: Matt
• Friday, November 19th, 2004

Think I’m almost done playing with my new phone, but I found some useful bits of software to throw on there that I’d certainly recommend for Pocket PC users. XCPUScaler lets you overclock XSCALE processors like the one in my phone. I took it up from 400Mhz to 530Mhz and now it’s fast enough to emulate the SNES version of Final Fantasy 6 with music turned on without any lag! Woohoo! Definitely feels much faster overall. I’d have though 400MHZ would be fast enough but just that little extra makes all the difference. For those wary of overclocking, you can also slow down the processor to save battery. Another good package is Pocket Plus. It does a number of things but the best ones IMHO are the enhancements to Pocket IE. It allows full screen mode and “save as” for a start. Much nicer to use!

Lots of games talk around work today (being Friday and all). Even those who own Xboxes don’t want to buy Halo 2 and it seems Half Life 2 is all but ruined by the copy protection system. I will freely admit I disliked Halo 1, even when I saw movies before the release I wondered what all the fuss was about. A few weeks ago I was standing in our local games store watching two guys play a game. At the time I didn’t know what the game was. I thought the graphics looked rather dull, bad texture compression and overall the game just looked like a dull fps. It was then I asked what it was. The reply came “Oh, it’s Halo 2″. I must admit I was rather shocked, I really had intended that when I saw it I would be impartial and take the game on it’s merit. I honestly had no idea this was what I’d been watching. After that though I had to think, nope this just isn’t something I’d be interested in. Seems I’m not alone. I don’t know what Halo fans think of it, it may be a real progression from the last game but I guess I still just don’t get it.

I must admit, I was somewhat taken in by the Half Life 2 hype. Certainly the reviews were very positive. Even the talk on Penny Arcade implyed that it was really something special. I was not a fan of the original Half Life though but everything seemed to indicate that this was really worth picking up. The whole online verification thing though just took any thoughts I had of that right out of my head. I have a Windows machine these days specifically for playing games but it does not and will not ever be connected to the internet. I really can’t be bothered messing around with virus scanners and firewalls for a games machine so this thing is never going online. Hell, I don’t even let it connect to the LAN. One of the guys from work bought a copy. He said it took an hour to install (high spec pc) and even when he had it up and running it still needed the CD inserted. This is common for games, I know, but the whole point of Steam and the online verification is to check that the install is a legal copy. Why still require the CD? Add to that the well publicised problems with Steam and I’m glad I’m skipping this one. Good as it may be, it’s still just another FPS.

Author: Matt
• Thursday, November 18th, 2004

My 802.11b adaptor arrived for my phone today. I’m finally starting set this up to actually be useful rather than spending time downloading lots of strange programs to try out on it. Web browsing works rather well on it and so does email. I wish Minimo got ported though, I’d much rather use that than Pocket IE. Can’t get AIM to work, it keeps saying I’m logged in somewhere else when I’m not. Bit of a pain.

Just had a conversation that even a month ago would have made me rather sad but right now, I feel okay. I guess maybe things coming right with me. I will be glad to see the end of 2004 though, this year has just been plain horrible for me. I made a few bad choices and had excess doses of plain old bad luck/misfortune but that’s the risk you take when you do anything. I’m still not quite at the point again where I can look and think positively about the future but I’m closer than I was and I’m able accept that the past is the past more than I was. I feel I need to make some smart life choices over the coming period and believe I’ve come a long way in the last bit of time but it’s always easy to fall back into old habits. Taking it a day at a time is all I can really do (I mean that more positively than it sounds).